I love lamp.

I've never really had any problems hiding my emotions from the people I care about. But as of late I have a giant swell of emotions and I'm afraid to actually tell the person I'm with just how I feel. And I feel a lot of things we have done, and the experiences we have gone through have brought us together. I have learned many things from my past relationships, and maybe its just the way I am that made those who were with me grow distant, or the fact that they weren't the type of people I was looking for.

You totally want this.

My quirky personality, my weird habits, my impulsiveness, they are accepted by this person, and for that I am too afraid to say I love you. I am afraid of rejection, to be told no. Or to be let down, and I dont have it in me to be crushed by another individual. I have opened up enough with this person that I find it a strange uncomfortable place. I want to let this relationship grow to something more without pushing it farther. I have never been happier to even be around this person, to know he will take care of me, or make me feel better when I need him. He needs me just as much as I need him